Wednesday, December 17, 2008

All tt matters

H e l l o
Joyce's recovered & feeling s-u-p-e-r nw :D Hehe . Talked w my sist th whole night ystd , & what she said actually made sense ;o Ha ! I guess tt forgive & forget's th best I cld do , besides , hw long did I intend t be angry w them anyw ? Can't possibly keep th hatred going forever , isn't it . Might as well just laugh it off :B

Day out t dhobyghaut w dear ystd ! My silly boy , kept making me laugh non-stop :D Haha ! I love you v much ! Piak you
Hehe :X


WH : What's th point of telling me all this nw , when my heart's alr dead towards you ? Thr's no point . You were th one who left my heart bleeding back thr , I was th one who gave you my all , loved you w every bit of strength I had . I didn't expect much in return , just yearned fr your love , is tt even too much ? Well , it was . Let's just treat it as I loved th wrong person alright . 'cuz I don't want t go back t tt kind of life agn ; crying t slp every night , wondering if you're alright out thr . We promised each other tt we wld change - I did , you didn't . It's so bloody obvious , can't you see ? I loved you way more than you loved me , more than you deserved . I regret it nw , fr being blind back then . I love my life right nw , I love my boyf , th one who's been w me no matter what . I won't leave him . Nt nw , nt ever . You've made it impossible fr us t even remain as friends . Mayb what they say is right , we shldn't even be friends . It'll only remind us of th unwanted past . I appreciate your concern & kindness , but tt's all I can say .
Goodbye .
Because I told you , you'd regret .


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Stella honey's coming back on friday , wooowhee :D I'm so gna give her a warm big hug when she gets hme , hehe . & I can't wait t meet Nairne & Wenli ! ;o
Till here , good morning / aftnoon / night / whenever you're reading this :B

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